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19. The Circe Spell Venice, 1591–Rome, 1600
"What is there to lose? Either I will remember or
I won't. If I don't, all will be as it always was." "What if it only partially works? It could cause
your future selves much pain, and even more for those that know or love them." "I don't follow you, signora." "Your future selves might only remember you in
their dreams, which they will forget upon waking. But the dreams will have consequences
nonetheless. Or the unfortunate souls may be driven mad by what they take to be
hallucinations, these memories your spell triggers." "I am willing to take the chance. Please help me." She sighed. "Va bene, just leave my
name out of the spell." "We need Circe as well. Come here, micia." "Why? I'm afraid something will happen to her." "She's crucial, because she already always follows
me. What card do you think signifies her, signora?" "If you hurt her I will never forgive you, Signore." "There is no way this spell can hurt her. On the contrary--" Another sigh of resignation. "You will need the Beast Trump." She sorted through the cards until she came up with the one she needed. "Il diavolo! It has power over all the brute creation. It's been banned from the deck, you know. I have one of the few unburnt." She put it on the table.
"It looks like the Minotaur," Filippo said. "Only it has bat-wings." "It is not merely the devil, I mean it is not
evil unless it falls in the wrong hands. It is the Great God Pan." "Pan. Perfetto." He lifted the cat above the table and offered
her to Veronica, who took her and shakily drew her to her bosom. "Let us hold her together, Signora Veronica. Let
us combine our magic." "D'accordo." She held the cat out to him, he placed his hands over hers. They both lifted
the cat and held her so her hind feet touched the Beast Trump. Oddly, Circe
offered no resistance, as Filippo began.
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"In order not to overburden our migrating soul
with the baggage of past lives, Fate in her wisdom has willed that the soul must drink from the river Lethe in
the midst of mutation, so that through oblivion everyone may start anew. But
we now make this feline a daemon who will track all the incarnations of my soul
and lead my loose and wandering spirit back until it can bond again." He picked
up the Beast Trump and pressed it against Circe's head, rubbing in circular motions. Addressing
Circe now: "As
I saved your body from the rio, I now save your soul from oblivion.
You, Circe, will follow me, will rescue my soul from River Lethe and
when I see you, I will
remember who and what I was before. This memory will help me atone for
past
mistakes. You will follow me until I reach the Ultima Thule. So let it
be." "Madonn', Filippo, don't do any of these incantations outside this
house. You'll be arrested for certain." They put Circe down on the floor. The cat jumped
back up on the ottoman and put forth a tentative paw on Filippo's lap. Her eyes were dilated almost completely
black. "Soul tracking will keep her vital, Signora
Veronica." He stroked Circe from head to tail. "My magic chant and your talisman card have made
her virtually immortal." "Perhaps you shouldn't be playing God, Filippo. That never ends well." "Hubris? Do not fret, signora. There is no Lord. We
are all atoms of the one God. But some atoms have more power than others." "Mocenigo has power, Filippo. Power to put you in
the dungeon. You should leave Venice at once. And don't go back to Padua either. Leave Italy
altogether. It's your only hope." "Hope for what? Oblivion? Your cards tell me that
my fate is in danger of slipping from my hands. Only someone with power can
help me disseminate my views, convince the church that I know the way of
uniting the old magic and the new natural philosophy. Only by accomplishing
something that great will my spirit begin to overcome the damage I did to my
soul when I sinned against Nature with Henri." She shook her head again. "I tell you again, Filippo, it is not sodomy that
damaged your soul. Henri dismissed you, discarded you like a rind. That's the only damage done." She was clutching him suddenly, as though she
might fall over if she did not lean on him. "Are you all right, signora?" "Sono stanca morta. Filippo, I need to lie down. Please get
Ancilla for me." That was the last time Veronica Franco sat in
her wheelchair. She took to her bed, where Ancilla ministered to her every
need. When Filippo came the next day to see how Veronica was doing, Ancilla
glared at him in the doorway. "You want to see my mistress, signore? You who
have poisoned her? Sė, poisoned!—poisoned with your black magic, over-exciting
her, hastening her death. I overheard everything, signore, and I know you are a
heretic. If you come here again I will summon the Inquisition." Rather
than slam the door in his face, she politely waited for his acquiescence. While he longed to see Veronica one more time,
he did not press the issue. Her soul, he knew, would soar upward with her
spirit. He was concerned more about himself. “Can I at least see Circe?” he
asked. You'll help me break free, won't you Circe? He had memorized every detail of those three
damned cards—the Hermit, the Wheel, and the World. With
your help, my fate will not be the old man's under the wheel. As though reading his mind, and already obeying
the command in his spell, Circe slipped out of the slightly open door and ran
across the calle, stopping and staring at him, apparently waiting for
him.
Ancilla's vitriol instantly evaporated. "Signor Nolano, please get her and bring her
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"You wrong me, Ancilla, but I will try." Every time he got within half a meter of her,
the cat darted away, and in this matter he followed her down the calle
and out to the campo, leaving Ancilla to close the door behind her. He lost the
cat behind a corner house, and then as he walked toward the quay, he thought
she might be following him. He wondered if the cat would follow him all the way
back to Padua, where he was to give his last lecture in a few days. But first
he had to stop at the Rialto to give Ciotto his answer, his decision (as
Veronica had predicted) to accept the kind offer of Signor Mocenigo. Hiring a gondola, he glided once again up the
Grand Canal, and as he peered at the great gothic palazzo that would soon be
his home, he thought, Mi dispiace, Signora Veronica, I respectfully
disagree with your divination. I will be vigilant, however, that much I
promise. You are right; danger lurks behind those gloomy, pompous walls, but I
have been a magus much longer than you, and I know that I have the power to
manipulate this man. Through him my secret mission will be accomplished. My new
magic of controlled metempsychosis will come to supplant the cretinous belief
in resurrection. The immense cosmos will overwhelm the myth of heaven, the
infinite number of worlds in space and time will burst the mere bubble the
rabble still clings to, and the immanent divinity that glows in every star will
dethrone the tyrant they call the Lord. And I will be remembered as the
greatest wizard since Christ, or Moses, or even the thrice-great Hermes
himself. Veronica Franco lingered feverishly on her
deathbed a few more weeks before she died, the last of the great honored
courtesans. Her son Achiletto returned from his travels, and her younger
children, who had been in the care of a kind friend, were all there at her
deathbed, but she was delirious now and recognized no one. She called only for
her cat. “Circe, where are you, micia?
I hear you! A voice from out the future cries! I see you there you look so
young! How fast you scurry away! We did it, Filippo! We’ll meet again, won’t
we?” She managed to lift her arm a little and point with trembling finger above
her woeful family. “My spirit turns eagerly toward you, O my soul. Avanti!” Ancilla burned all Veronica's tarocchi cards and the copious notes
she had taken on divination, fearing she would be branded a heretic and refused
a proper Christian burial. And so the secrets of tarot cartomancy disappeared
for almost two hundred years. Perhaps Filippo Nolano's magic worked as he said it would on Veronica's migrating soul, or more likely that noble spirited
soul needed no magus's prompting to take it to higher realms. Be that
as it may, when it came to his fate, she was the greater prophet. She
seemed already to have seen it, no matter how the cards were dealt the end was
always the same. After only a few months of living in palatial splendor, he
lost the confidence of his host. Mocenigo was an ass incapable of learning the
art of memory much less that of magic.
"I cannot make you a magus, signore," Filippo finally had to tell him. "You lack the initial spark I need to start the fire." Of course he blamed Filippo, not his noble self, for his failure as a student. Worse than an ass, he was a weasel, appointed by the Republic to the Inquisition Board to ferret out heretics. Filippo had been careful to present himself to Mocenigo as a good Catholic who wanted very much to return to the fold in spite of a few minor philosophical differences with the church—certainly not amounting to heresy but heterodox enough, he readily admitted, to have gotten him into trouble in the past. Mocenigo grew daily to suspect that his guest's pious exterior was merely a mask, that he was not a magus practicing natural magic but a sorcerer conjuring demons, a Faustian and a Lutheran to boot. For Mocenigo the first hint of the black art was the presence of a black cat that kept following Filippo, who finally asked if they would take her in. When Mocenigo found out the cat had belonged to "that old whore" Veronica Franco, he told a servant to take it away and let it loose at the Rialto. |
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Three days later the cat showed up again,
somehow finding her way to Filippo's room. He managed to convince Mocenigo to let
the cat stay at Ciotto's bookshop, but she had a one-track soul,
returning again to Filippo's room, this time after only a day. Beginning
now truly to suspect the cat was indeed a demon conjured by his guest, Mocenigo
snooped through Filippo's papers and found a book of cryptic
conjurations, which he immediately confiscated. When Filippo was off tutoring
Mocenigo's son, the patrician ordered a servant to hurl
the feline fiend into the Grand Canal. Her savior was not present this time to
dive in after her, but when he learned of her fate he thought this would be the
true test of his power. If she was now immortal due to his spell, she would
escape from the canal and continue to track him. He hoped soon to see her
again. Mindful of his promise to Veronica to be
vigilant, Filippo noticed the change in his host's demeanor and began making preparations to
leave. He told Mocenigo he needed to go to Frankfurt to have a new book
printed, and the patrician pretended to give him permission for the visit. But
by now, full of spite over his ineptitude for magic, Mocenigo had convinced
himself he was harboring a dangerous heretic, whom he could not let escape. He
gathered up some servants and burly gondoliers and had them drag Filippo up to
an attic room, where they locked him in. The next day they found him in there,
sitting on the floor grinning with the black cat in his lap. She darted out the
door before anyone could catch her. Shortly after turning Filippo in to the
Inquisition, Mocenigo dismissed the servant who was supposed to throw the cat
in the canal, even though the servant insisted that he had followed the order. "Bring me back her head and you will have your
job back." But Circe was long gone by now. The cat bided her time while Filippo spent the
next year in a Venetian dungeon, attempting to dodge Mocenigo's accusations of heresy and sorcery. Among the
weasel's many calumnies was this claim: "Fra Nolano told me that Christ and his apostles
were wizards, and that he himself is more powerful than they." Filippo denied everything he thought might burn
him, tried to explain and justify what he could, even recanting a few
unorthodox notions. Finally, his spirit broken not by torture but by his own
self-flagellation for not heeding Veronica's warning, he groveled, claiming to recognize
his errors and to repent. But nothing he said really mattered, for he knew his
fate was not in Venice.
I am too big a fish to be roasted here, he thought in his cell. And sure enough, the pope's Supreme Inquisitor demanded that he be turned over to the Roman Inquisition. After solemnly reminding the Vatican of Venetian sovereignty and independence, the Doge's Council complied. They were happy to be rid of the heretic. Eight more years in Roman prison ensued. The long confinement and periodic torture were immaterial, of course, to Filippo Nolano, for he made nightly astral journeys, which he used to mend his spirit after the Venice debacle. The more he was tortured the stronger now grew his spirit, which no tratti di corde, no strappado or thumbscrews could break. At the dawn of the new century he declared once and for all that he would recant nothing, for there was nothing to recant.
It is Ash Wednesday morning and he is naked, on
parade as in a dream, on the Campo dei Fiori. Ashy crosses smudge the foreheads
of onlooking mockers. They leer at the unrepentant heretic. A monk approaches holding
what looks like a muzzle fitted with a long nail. No one even winces when the monk
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Only one image in his head now helps him bear
the pain. Veronica, her long red hair flowing over red satin. A cowled accuser
now reads the eight heretical points that condemn him, including consorting and
conspiring with Protestants like Queen Elizabeth, believing in the
transmigration of souls, rejecting Christ as the only Son of God, envisioning
the Holy Spirit as Anima Mundi, supporting the Copernican system, and asserting the
existence of worlds never mentioned in scripture. You don't know the half of it. I said it to the tribunal
and I would say it to you now if I still had a tongue, Signor Executioner with
the torch you think will be my death, the torch that will only be the key that
opens the door: Your fear of me is much greater than mine of you. Or is it envy you feel rather than fear?
You cretins still live in a bubble; see darkly from behind its membrane that
I inhabit immensity. And while I have nightly ventured out beyond this tiny
globe I have left in my wake innumerable worlds which you with your blurry eyes
must strain barely to see. There is the stake, bind me there that I may
be free. The Company of St. John the Beheaded now come,
official comforters. Get these clowns away from me. They are taunting
him, dogging him to his death, holding up holy crosses. Their leader
yells, "Kiss the cross, heretic, and repent if you want a
Christian burial for your ashes, or would you rather they be scattered in the
wind?" He looks only at the
stake, his destination. I conjure Veronica, she will guide my final
journey, as she has guided me home every night for many years, and I tongueless
chant: —A spirited death, not a craven life! They shove a crucifix in his face. Don't look. . . . Circe? Are you near? Finally the ropes. I need no blindfold, I see
only Veronica. —A spirited life, not a craven death! But untimely
violent death will cleave soul from spirit. Circe will guide my spirit back, I
know it! Circe, where are you? The torch sets the pyre. No flames burning but only Veronica's wild red hair, caressing. —Ahhh spirited not craven. Ahh Veronica. Ah life not a death. . . .
They leave his ashes there to scatter and dissipate
on the campo. No one sees the black cat leap into the fire and vanish in the
smoke.
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